A OUTRA [los hermanos]
Paz, eu quero paz
Já me cansei de ser a última a saber de ti
Se todo mundo sabe quem te faz chegar mais tarde
eu já cansei de imaginar você com ela
Diz pra mim se vale a pena, amor
A gente ria tanto desses nossos desencontros
mas você passou do ponto e agora eu já não sei mais...
Eu quero paz
Quero dançar com outro par pra variar, amor
Não dá mais pra fingir que ainda não vi as cicatrizes que ela fez
Se desta vez ela é senhora deste amor
pois vá embora, por favor
que não demora pra essa dor
sangrar

* a sexta faixa e, aparentemente, minha favorita.

�DO SÉTIMO ANDAR [los hermanos]
Fiz aquele anúncio e ninguém viu
Pus em quase todo lugar
a foto mais bonita que eu fiz,
você olhando pra mim
Alto aqui do sétimo andar
longe, eu via você
e a luz desperdiçada de manhã
no copo de café
Deus sabe, o que eu quis foi te proteger
do perigo maior que é você
E eu sei que parece o que não se diz...
o seu caso é o tempo passar
Quem fala é o doutor
Parece que foi ontem, eu fiz
aquele chá de habu
pra te curar da tosse e do chulé,
pra te botar de pé
E foi difícil ter que te levar
àquele lugar...
como é que hoje se diz?
...você não quis ficar
Os poucos que viram você aqui
disseram que mal você não faz
E se eu numa esquina qualquer te vir
será que você vai fugir?
Se você for, eu vou correr!
Se você for eu vou...!

* a quinta, uma das queridinhas... na outra versão, em vez de:
"deus sabe o que eu quis foi te proteger do perigo maior que é você.
eu sei que parece o que não se diz. o seu caso é o tempo passar",
ficava
"deus sabe onde eu fui pra lhe (sic) convencer que é duro mas vale lutar.
deus sabe onde eu fui pra lhe (sic) convencer que é duro mas vale tentar".
e depois, em vez de
"os poucos que viram você aqui disseram que mal você não faz", era
"e se numa esquina qualuqer te vir, será que você vai notar?" ;)

ÚLTIMO ROMANCE [los hermanos]
Eu encontrei quando não quis
mais procurar o meu amor
E quanto levou foi pr'eu merecer
antes um mês e eu já não sei...
E até quem me vê lendo o jornal
Na fila do pão sabe que eu te encontrei
E ninguém dirá que é tarde demais,
que é tão diferente assim
Do nosso amor a gente é que sabe
.
Me diz o que é o sufoco que eu mostro alguém
a fim de te acompanhar
E se o caso for de ir à praia eu levo essa casa numa sacola!
.
Eu encontrei e quis duvidar
Tanto clichê deev não ser
Você me falou pr'eu não me preocupar
ter fé e ver coragem no amor
E só de te ver eu penso em trocar
A minha TV num jeito de te levar...
A qualquer lugar que você queira
e ir onde o vento for, que pra nós dois
sair de casa já é se aventurar
.
Me diz o que é o sossego que eu te mostro alguém
a fim de te acompanhar
e se o tempo for te levar eu sigo essa hora
e pego carona pra te acompanhar.

* a quarta faixa.

TÁ BOM [los hermanos]
Senta aqui que hoje eu quero te falar
Não tem mistério, não, é só teu coração
Que não deixa amar
Você precisa reagir. Não se entregar assim...
_ Como quem nada quer?
Não há mulher, irmão, que goste desta vida
ela não quer viver as coisas por você
Me diz, cadê você aí?
E ai não há sequer um par pra dividir
Espera que eu não terminei
Por onde você foi que eu não te vejo mais?
Não há ninguém capaz de ser isso que você quer
_ Vencer a luta vã e ser o campeão!
Pois se é no não que se descobre de verdade
o que te sobra além das coisas casuais
Me diz se assim está em paz
achando que sofrer é amar demais.

* a terceira faixa, que me lembra o chico.

O VENCEDOR [los hermanos]
Olha lá quem vem do lado oposto e vem sem gosto de viver
Olha lá os que os bravos são escravos sãos e salvos de sofrer
Olha lá quem acha que perder é ser menor na vida
Olha lá quem sempre quer vitória e perde a glória de chorar
.
Eu que já não quero mais ser um vencedor,
levo a vida devagar pra não faltar amor
.
Olha você e diz que não vive a esconder o coração
Não faz isso, amigo,
Já se sabe que você só procura abrigo, mas não deixa ninguém ver
Por que será?
.
Eu que já não sou assim muito de ganhar
Junto as mãos ao meu redor, faço o melhor
que sou capaz só pra viver em paz.

* a segunda faixa.

SAMBA A DOIS [los hermanos]
Não, eu não sambo mais em vão
O meu samba tem cordão
O meu bloco tem sem ter e ainda assim
sambo bem a dois por mim
Bambo e só, mas sambo sim
sambo por gostar de alguém gostar de
.
Me lavra a alma, me leva embora
Deixa haver samba no peito de quem chora
.
Quem se atreve a me dizer do que é feito o samba?
.
Quem me ensinou a te dizer
Vem que passa o seu sofrer
Foi mais um que deu as mãos entre nós dois
Eu entendo o seu depois
Não me entenda aqui por mal
Mas pro samba foi vital falar em
.
Me laça a alma, me leva agora
Já que um bom samba não tem lugar nem hora
.
Nem se atreva a me dizer do que é feito o samba
Nem se atreva a me dizer

* a primeira faixa do ventura.

DEAR LOVER [social distortion]
loving over and over again now
it ain't nothing girl, 'til you've felt the pain
up against the wall, why does love always have to hurt?
your scratches run across my back & then a tear
.
dear lover, i can't take the pain no more
dear lover, i pick my heart up from the floor
dear lover, i can't believe its come to this
dear lover, give me one last painful kiss
.
there ain't nothing in this world for free now
so how high of a price will you pay?
hear the screams so loud, wake up to the broken glass
it's a scene from bad to worse & then more tears

* de novo o dani na cabeça, mas dessa vez ao som de social distortion.

AZEDUME [los hermanos]
tira esse azedume do meu peito
e com respeito trate a minha dor
se hoje sem você eu sofro tanto
tens no meu pranto a certeza de um amor
sei que um dia a rosa da amargura
fenecerá em razão de um sorriso teu
então a usura que sufocou minha alegria
há de ser o que morreu
dai-me outro viés de ilusão
pois minha paixão
tu não compras mais com teu olhar
leva esse sorriso falso embora
ou fale agora que entendes meu penar
a lágrima que escorre do meu peito
é de direito pois eu sei que tens um outro alguém
mas peço pra que um dia se pensares
em trazer-me seus olhares faça por que te convém

* não preciso dizer muito a respeito. tenho ouvido los hermanos direto e essa banda me remete obrigatoriamente ao dani de floripa. sim, eu estou triste.

11 AM [incubus]
Seven a.m.
The garbage truck beaps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away
Could I push rewind?
The credits traverse, signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please go back to start?
Forgive my indecision
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Eleven a.m.
By now you would think that I would be up
But my bedsheets shade the heat of choices I've made
And what did I find?
I never thought I could want someone so much
Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear
Forgive my indecision
I am only a man
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Twelve p.m. and my dusty telephone rings
Heavy head up from my pillow, who could it be?
I hope it's you

* esta é a musica que eu queria que fosse o que ele estivesse sentindo...mas já que num está,quem sente sou eu

PRETTY IN PINK [psychedlic furs]
Caroline laughs and it's raining all day
She loves to be one of the girls
She lives in the place in the side of our lives
Where nothing is ever put straight
She turns herself round and she smiles and she says
'This is it, that's the end of the joke'
And loses herself in her dreaming and sleep
And her lovers walk through in their coats
.
She's pretty in pink
Isn't she
Pretty in pink
Isn't she
.
All of her lovers all talk of her notes
And the flowers that they never sent
And wasn't she easy
And isn't she pretty in pink
The one who insists he was first in the line
Is the last to remember her name
He's walking around
In this dress that she wore
She is gone
But the joke's the same
.
Pretty in pink
Isn't she
Pretty in pink
Isn't she
.
Caroline talks to you softly sometimes
She says 'I love you' and 'Too much'
She doesn't have anything you want to steal
Well, nothing you can touch
She waves
She buttons your shirt
The traffic is waiting outside
She hands you this coat
She gives you her clothes
These cars collide
.
Pretty in pink
Isn't she
Pretty in pink
Isn't she...

* ok, a música mesmo eu só lembro da versão do automatic 7 (que alguns dizem ser do social distortion, veja só...) mas é tão bom de cantar que eu achei que valia estar aqui.

FOR WANT OF [rites of spring]
i - i believed - memory might mirror no reflections on me
i - i believed - that in forgetting i might set myself free
but i woke up this morning with a piece of past caught in my throat
and then i choked
i - i bled - i tried to hide the heart from the head
i - i bled - in the arms of a girl i'd barely met
and i woke up this morning with the present in splinters on the ground
and then i drowned
(and if i can't see its for want of...)
you - you said, "i see", if there's nothing here then its probably mine
my - my turn to see if there's nothing here it will always be mine
i - i've learned the taste of days that will always burn
i - i've learned if its in the corner of my eye i can't always turn
(and if i don't see it's for want of...)

* if there's nothing here it will always be mine...

CHOP SUEY [system of a down]
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,

I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,

Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,

I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die

Father, Father, Father, Father,
Father/ Into your hands/I/commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands,

Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,

Trust in my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die.

* é neusinha, chamou eu, vai ter que aguentar os nu-metal!!!!!!!!! mas essa musica é linda...

MY WAR [black flag]
my war - you're one of them
you say that you're my friend
but you're one of them.
you don't want to see me live
you don't want me to give
cuz you're one of them
you say that you're my friend
but you're one of them.
my war - you're one of them
you say that you're my friend
but you're one of them
i might not know what a friend is
all i know is what you're not
cuz you're one of them.
i have a prediction, it lives in my brain
it´s with me every day, it drives me insane
i feel it in my heart, that if i had a gun
i feel it in my heart, i'd wanna kill some
i feel it in my heart, the end will come
come on!
my war - you're one of them
you say that you're my friend
but you're one of them
tell me that i'm wrong
try to sing me your ego's song
you're one of them.
my war - you're one of them
you say that you're my friend
but you're one of them.
my war

* porque eu não vivo só de saudade, doçura e soquinhos no ar. mas de socos no olho também.

UNTITLED [social distortion]
i'm heading down a lonely highway
i'm running down a oneway street
all i wanna know are you going my way?
is there some place quiet where we can meet?
and friends they come & friends they go
but you were always by my side
and where it all ends i don't know
don't cry no more just hold on tight
there was a time when i was desperate
living in a town without a name
and when things got so dark & desolate
you taught me how to hide my shame
and kings & queens & millionaires
may never know what i have known
and thank the stars i'm the lucky one
thanx for the lessons that i've been shown
.
"i feel rich, i feel power & security
and when i'm weak you are strong
once in a lifetime, twice in eternity &
guess what?
nothing else matters anyways."

* de novo, pro tocha.

BY THE TIME YOU'RE 25 [sleater-kinney]
By the time you're 25,
buy a house, another job, another baby,
get a 4 wheel drive, forget your life
did you think, did you want to ride
well no, never no, pay the bills we have to survive
(I forget my heart can beat in ways besides 1, 2 repeat)
Can't believe the world you want from me
I am speechless at the life you chose for me
By the time your 25
another record another tour you must be rich
baby you're a star, forget your life
Could you leave, leave us all behind
Well now I'm not sorry that I beat you at your own stupid game
(I forget my mouth can form sounds thats soar beyond locked doors)
Can't believe the world you want from me
I am speechless at the life you chose for me
I want, I want, I want to get out, of this repetitious shell.

* porque acabei de entrar nos meus 25.

SPOKE [embrace]
life goes on
what's right or wrong i can't say
it seems so hopeless
and yet i stay
because it won't go away
this driving force
that makes me speak
and care and care
and try to rearrange
make sense of this mess
sometimes i laugh
sometimes i couldn't care less.

* retrato fiel de como eu me sinto agora. embrace é foda de lindo...

FALL ON PROVERB [unbroken] - devidamente corrigido pelo bá
my hands are open
can't you see them being burned
this faith is the deepest
you could ask for what's remembered
with the guilt wrapped around our necks
that's right i just stopped what i didn't start
i missed the chance that will never come
better to regret what i have done
i'd give anything just to forget
a smile so worthwile
but you can only rent it
my hands are open

* eu gosto de letras tortas de desesperadas. quando eu me sinto retorcida em desespero não consigo escrever tão claro...

pausa em HIGH HOPES.

:: how jedi are you? ::

SIMPLE SONG [avail]
going over in my head what seems like everything remembering commitments that nowadays just blend. i don't know where i'm going and i don't think that i care. i had my taste wound up misplaced bounced off those troubles clear. did i trip myself up again? did i see more than you did? decisions made without regard returning as regret. i knew they could but thought they would come crashing with success. they know nothing about me, and i really doubt they care. but that's alright cause by myself i do fine anywhere. it seems like i shouldn't have pushed it... hid myself and lost focus for a change. shouldn't have made myself commited. i got to know that one by now i'm better off without...

* em comemoração à vinda da banda caminhoneira mais querida da menina nessa...

BIZARRE LOVE TRIANGLE[new order]
Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

* quando eu era mais que apaixonada pelo carlinhos essa música aparecia mais na minha frente.
"every time i see you falling i get down on my knees and pray..."

THINGS THAT MAKE NO SENSE [dag nasty]
how can i make this clear?
it seems so simple yet i could spend
my whole life saying things that make no sense
like life is so unfair yes and this is so unfair
but i didn't leave you behind
you're still ahead of me
if you doubt it let me remind you
i'm in love with you
at least it's clear to me i just need
to sip from the miraculous pitcher
that holds water downwards
and the next time you make pie
i'll be home for a slice
and spend my hours holding back
because nice guy's finish last
if you doubt it let me remind you
i'm in love with you
so take your hand and dry my eyes
and when i doubt you know how...remind me too
(the first time i ever saw you i was about four - - i was supposed to be sleeping -- instead i was.......)
i'm so much more in love with the way than in way with the love.

* "if you doubt it let me remind you i'm in love with you"... essa semana eu cantei esse refrão alguns milhões de vezes.

ATRÁS DA PORTA [chico buarque]
Quando olhaste bem nos olhos meus
e o teu olhar era de adeus
juro que não acreditei
eu te estranhei, me debrucei
sobre o teu corpo e duvidei
e me arrastei e te arranhei e me agarrei
nos teus cabelos, no teu peito, teu pijama, nos teus pés.
ao pé da cama,
sem carinho, sem coberta,
no tapete atrás da porta
reclamei baixinho...
dei pra maldizer o nosso lar
pra sujar teu nome, te humilhar
e me vingar a qualquer preço
te adorando pelo avesso
pra mostrar que ainda sou tua
até provar que ainda sou tua.

*é foda amar. a gente perde a noção do nosso próprio valor. afe... mas essa música é fodassa, né?

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT'S KILLING US BOTH [jawbreaker]
A week inside, I think I'm starting to show.
I told myself to keep myself in line.
Should we get married or just go on killing each other?
I don't think I hate you enough to commit you to me.
Happy all the time. It's all we ever do.
Steady in decline. It's all we ever do.
I'm sorry but it's true.
How can I save you when I couldn't save a dime.
I want to call you and tell you that I'm a fan.
All my friends know better but I can't quite hear them.
Still for the life of me I can't imagine our home.
Good things, that's all I want.
All I want for you.
Hold me. Set me free.
It's all I want from you.
It's sad and it's so true.
If you can't be the life of the party,
You'll be the death of everyone.
All I want is a life without parties.
Want you as one.
Watch this pot and it is sure to boil.
Sometimes I catch myself thinking,
"Boy, or girl?"
Kiss me on the teeth. It's all that we can do.
Punch me. Wake me up.
This lullaby is blue.
Lie and say we're through.

* diz a lenda que em gravações de 94 o refrãozinho "If you can't be the life of the party. You'll be the death of everyone. All I want is a life without parties. Want you as one." era "We're so close, it's scaring me. We're so tight, we're enemies. We're so wrong, it's scandalous. We're so fucked, just hold me."

YOU WERE MEANT FOR ME [jewel]
I hear the clock, it's six a.m.
I feel so far from where I've been
Got my eggs and my pancakes too
Got my maple syrup, everything but you.
Break the yolks, make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off the mirror
Don't leave the keys in the door
Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause
Dreams last so long
even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
Called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk
Picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
Saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'Cause it was happy and I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad
Dreams last so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
Go about my business, I'm doin fine
Besides, what would I say if U had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken, everyday.
Brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.
Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pj's and hot into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight
Dreams last so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

* "hearts are broken everyday"...

FIVE YEAR DIARY [chamberlain]
Make whispers of these words,
If they've moved you I can prove that they're empty.
I've been sailing paper ships
under burning bridges since the beginning.
But I wouldn't change a thing
If the days were there for changing.
I've learned enough from living.
I'm the one who reached for love and missed,
so can you come down to me?
I'll be waiting with that same look on my face.
And I'm still stuck inside of sorrow
Though the days outside are flames.
And I still comb the night for stars
behind a wind-kissed window pane.
I'm the one who reached for love and missed
so can you come down to me?
Now the days stretch out like the landscape of this town,
when the seasons change.
I'll be waiting with that same look on my face.
We all dance when the seasons change.

* falar do chamberlain é chover no molhado. acho que todo mundo já teve esse cd na mão e decorou algum refrão triste. mesmo já muito batido, continua sendo um dos meus queridinhos.